Truth in my body feels like catharsis, or—like having sunlight greet you in your cold dark room through thick blinds you decided to open, and feeling it hit you warm and forever for a moment. While having a song from the new Shakey Graves album in your headphones and dancing sitting down.

Now out to the porch to more of the warm, how impossibly good it is the sun hasn’t exploded yet. And that you can enjoy this Coke Zero and a cigarette. With an enduring passion for being able to experience things. Your own life. In the front row in 4D. Just now able to realize.